Once More With Feeling
Title: Once More With Feeling
Author: Vanillasky
Pairing: Ryan/Colin
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Cold, cold water surrounds me now
And all I've got is your hand
Lord, can you hear me now?
Lord, can you hear me now?
Lord, can you hear me now?
Or am I lost?
This is not the end. Tell me it’s not the end. Tell me we’ll be together forever.
Hold me. Kiss me. Love me. Don’t ever leave me.
I need you.
I need us.
Stay with me.
Sing to me.
Hum to me.
Soothe me.
Calm me.
Love one's daughter
Allow me that
And I can't let go of your hand
Lord, can you hear me now?
Lord, can you hear me now?
Lord, can you hear me now?
Or am I lost?
Where are you?
I can’t see you…
Come back to me…
Please, don’t do this…
Tell me you’re okay…
Tell me you’re here…
Please, answer me!
Can you hear me?
Am I even here?
Am I lost?
Am I awake?
Am I alive?
I’m drowning…
I know I am
But I’m with you….
And that’s all that matters…
Cold, cold water surrounds me now
And all I've got is your hand
Lord, can you hear me now?
Lord, can you hear me now?
Lord, can you hear me now?
Or am I lost?
And we’re together now
As the water fills my lungs
And we’re together now
As I say goodbye to the world
And we’re together now
As our hands never let go of each other
And we’re together now
As the lids of my eyes can’t take much more and shut out the earth completely
And I love you forever
As we sink to the bottom
And I’ll love you forever
As our hands begin to part
And I’ll never stop loving you
As I’m crying though I know it’s not possible
And my heart stops beating
As you drift away from me
And my body is no longer alive
As you float away
But my heart can still love
As the sea cruelly snatches you from my arms… but never from my heart
No matter what has happened
No matter what where we end up
To know my last moments were spent with you, is the only wish I’ve ever wanted to come true…
And so it has.
God I love you…